The good and bad sides of loyalty

In the previous blogs What trust is and why it is important and Waking up to core values, I’ve delved into the relationship that plays out between Detective Wheeler and the vampire, Raelinn. Loyalty, and the good and bad sides of loyalty are related, and something I thought I’d talk about here.

Loyalty can follow from trust and respect in someone’s core values, but it can also mean that we end up saying and doing things that take us away from our own values.

So, to give a little more context, here’s a snippet from Book 2 The Twisting Tales (no plot spoilers, but if you re-read the excerpt in the Trust blog post, you’ll see that Raelinn and Wheeler are at least talking here).

The good and bad sides of loyalty

“How’s the diet of blood, blood and more blood working out” asked Wheeler.

“Are you deliberately trying to rile me, Detective?” Raelinn shot back.

“No,” replied Wheeler. “I’m trying to keep the storylines at bay. They are all around us here. We have to be close to something.”

“Close to what?”

“I’m not sure. Just trust me,” he said. “We’re better off here, in tree cover. If you look through the canopy, there’s stories swirling all the way up. Do you see them?”

“No!” she replied. “Only you can see them.”

Wheeler stopped for a moment, remembering something.

“Earlier, on the train carriage, you said the same. What did you mean?”

Raelinn sighed.

“It’s part of your abilities, Detective,” she said. “You’re able to see the story lines. It’s why Orfeo wants you alive.”

Wheeler stopped and turned.

“Why do I get the feeling you didn’t want to tell me that?”

“Because while you didn’t know, Orfeo was better able to use you.” She stopped, watching for what he would do next.

“Yet, you did tell me?”

“You’re our best chance of getting out of here, Detective,” she said.

“James,” Wheeler said simply, holding out his hand in welcome. “Call me James.”

“What?” Raelinn asked.

“I’m not a detective here, and I may not have a job… or a wife… to go back to. I’m just James.”

“Very well… James,” Raelinn nodded, shaking his hand. “You’re doing a good job of keeping me focussed. I have the sense that despite your flaws, your wife has chosen well.”

“I’m sorry?” replied Wheeler. “Maybe that kiss affected you more than I thought?”

“No,” replied Raelinn. “I believe you are an honourable man.”

James was stunned for a moment. “You’re complimenting me now?”

“You may not believe me,” Raelinn continued. “But I once tried to act according to values of integrity and honour also. My history with Orfeo… well… let’s just say that my loyalty to him has stained me in this war in ways I do not like.”

“Loyalties are always difficult,” he agreed. “How you come into them generally defines how they play out.” He sighed.  “I’m not innocent either. I had poor judgement when I agreed to work with Orfeo. It was for my own gain.”

When loyalty becomes a prison

As I’ve mentioned before, Wheeler had a history with gambling and debt, driving him to take advantage of an easy way out. However, to achieve his goals, he had to be loyal to Orfeo and take actions that were against his own values. It became a prison for him, something he had to try and escape, while not hurting anyone around him.

For Raelinn, we get a glimpse here of the loyalty she was born into when she was turned into a vampire by Orfeo. His protection has been offered in return for her servitude, to carry out deeds that affected her greatly over time.

Freely given or demanded?

The dictionary definition of ‘loyal’ mentions being faithful to a person, cause or group to whom loyalty is due. To me this is talking about earning respect and trust and loyalty being given freely, willingly.

However, the flip side of loyalty is when people who want it, demand it. They use the threat of fear, uncertainty and doubt to ensure that a person’s loyal. We talk about this as loyalty, but is it really? Is it just masquerading as control?

Who and what causes and groups are you loyal to?

So, I’ll leave you with this question to reflect on… thinking about your relationships, how did that loyalty form and how does it serve you in your life?

And of course, if you’re more intrigued to learn what happens between Wheeler and Raelinn (and what that kiss was about 😊) then buy and read Book 2 The Twisting Tales (but read Book 1 The Battle for the Peacekeepers first to set the scene). Both are available on amazon in paperback and kindle editions at the link below.

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Waking up to core values in a time of crisis

I’ve been reflecting this week on personal values, how we each have differing ones and how they change dependent on other driving forces in our lives. It’s also something I wrote into the origin story of one of the characters in the books, Detective Wheeler. He starts out demonstrating one set of values and then wakes up to his own core values in a time of crisis.

So, I thought I’d share the first time we meet him, in Book 1 The Battle for the Peacekeepers

Orfeo changes the terms of the deal

Halfway across town, in a multi-storey parking lot sat a large black SUV. The driver was visible, wearing shades even though the position of the car meant that he was not in direct sunlight. Suited, much like a nightclub bouncer, he regarded the man approaching with very little interest. His only gesture was to thumb to the man to indicate that he should get in the right-hand side. Clearly, someone else was already in the back, invisible through the privacy glass.

The man, wearing a raincoat with a suit underneath, carried a briefcase. He opened the right rear door and climbed in. The driver started the engine and the SUV moved off.

“It is done,” he said to the man sitting beside him.

“Good, Detective Wheeler. Good,” replied the other man. He was thin, rakish, and had a sinister look. There was darkness there. It was unnerving.

“I trust it went according to plan.” The SUV moved down one level of the parking lot.

“Yes,” replied Wheeler. “There was a girl too,” he added. In retrospect, he wasn’t sure why he said that.

“A girl?” questioned the rakish man. He searched Wheeler’s eyes for a moment. “You say it as if it might, . . . “, the man paused for a moment to choose his words deliberately, “. . . complicate matters?”

“No. I just don’t want any comebacks. The job was done, now you release my son.” The SUV went down another level. The driver cruised along the rows of parked cars looking for a new place to park.

“Yes,” replied the rakish man. He pulled out his phone, tapped long fingernails on the screen, opened a photograph and showed it to the man. “Was this the girl?”

“Yes,” replied Wheeler, looking confused. “I don’t understand. Where is my son?”

“He’s safe, and in disguise,” said the rakish man cruelly. “It seems he’s taken a shine to this young lady and we need his services a while longer.”

“What have you done with him, Orfeo?” asked Wheeler, angrily. He was starting to feel out of his depth. This was supposed to be a one job deal and then he was done. One job, one payment. This was getting messy.

Wheeler’s background

Wheeler is a man who has a history with gambling and is in debt, driving him to take advantage of a what he sees as an easy way out. It’s caused conflict in his marriage, and he becomes someone who can be bought. Events start to spiral though. His son is put in danger, and this ultimately becomes the wake-up call.

Switching sides

Wheeler realises he’s made some bad decisions, but understanding where it’s taken him makes him more determined for what he does next. He gets a second chance, from a friend, and this enables him to start acting more in line with a different set of values, including honesty, integrity and empathy.  He feels that he can be his authentic self and be the person he once was.

Why core values are important

I’m sharing this because I believe that values are important in being able to trust someone. If you start to gain an understanding of what values someone else demonstrates when they speak and act, you can figure out how they’re likely to act in future scenarios.

However, as the book demonstrates with Wheeler, someone’s values may change and influence a new pattern of behaviour. The question is, which is more inline with who their authentic self is? And if you believe their values are not their core ones, then what other things in their lives might be driving the way that they act?

Read more about Wheeler

While you’re reflecting about the values demonstrated by people in your life, buy Book 1 to learn more about Wheeler and how he turns his life around. His story also continues in Book 2 and Book 3, with Book 2 delving into the story of him and Raelinn. All three are available On Amazon at the link below in paperback and kindle editions.

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